The Pause That Refreshes

 “And the king, and all the people that were with him, came weary, and refreshed themselves there.” 

II Samuel 16:14



Chassahowitzka River, FL, October 28, 2023


From The Pastor's Heart: The Pause that Refreshes

Stress is an affliction that many agree is at epidemic proportions in western society. In our fast paced lifestyles, we have succumbed to this malady in increasing numbers. The symptoms are easily discerned and include physical, emotional and mental effects: haggard, listless, tired lives; lack of focus and inability to stir up enthusiasm and energy; irritability, complaining and murmuring; broken relationships; broken bodies; burdened and broken minds; a loss of heart; indigestion, headaches, various digestive disorders; abrasive, nervous, depressed, and sleepless. The list could easily be multiplied. 


These symptoms are the result of underlying causes. We as a society have willingly exchanged hard, physical labor for physical convenience, consumption and ease; we have exalted efficiency and the accumulation of material profit and willingly sacrificed many things to achieve these goals. The fruit of the tree of knowledge of good and evil is evidently still a source of fascination and almost universally preferred to the tree of life. Technology and the acquisition of knowledge have enabled us to far outpace our ancestors of a short time ago in what we can accomplish and the sparing of ourselves from physical labor. Yet the lives we are living are taking their toll in many other ways, among them, stress. And as with king David and his companions, there is a weariness that settles in no matter how you live. Although the effects today are widespread, we are not the first people to experience these things. Even the most godly Christian is not exempt from growing weary and needing this refreshing. God hasn’t made us to remain taut and engaged without some relief. Our lifestyle choices frequently are very demanding and stressful. Who wants to forsake our modern amenities and go back to the so-called simpler life of a by-gone era when men scratched out their living from the soil or sea, and women toiled from early morning till late providing the basics for their families and battling the elements? Some seek positive solutions through changing their diets, engaging in various exercise regimens, vacations, entertainment, recreation, seeking professional psychological help or therapeutic drugs, taking early retirement to chase their dreams, and other ways. 


Could God have provided something better for us in this vital realm within the pages of his holy Word, the Bible? Surely it is sufficient to meet our needs with the Holy Spirit’s guidance and illumination. God certainly has foreseen this need of ours, even as he did with king David and his people. Here is a word for worn down, frazzled people of the twenty first century.


Note that David and his people were said to “come weary and refreshed themselves there”. They didn’t leave and go to Tahiti or some tropical island paradise. Right there where they had been abused and had dirt and rocks thrown at them and been slandered they came with the weariness of travelers who are fleeing for their lives and they refreshed themselves right there. Pretty amazing, isn’t it? 


How did they do it? The Hebrew word is a root word that means to get a breath of fresh air and be refreshed. Evidently they stopped their travels in the vicinity of Bahurim and took a breather. The exact same word occurs in Exodus 23:12 of the refreshment provided by God’s law for handmaids and strangers by the practice of keeping the Sabbath every week in Israel. These were laboring people who needed time weekly to take a breather. It was God’s will for them to have time regularly for that to take place. The other place this word occurs is in Exodus 31:17 where it speaks of God himself being refreshed on the seventh day after having created the universe in six days. He found refreshment by resting from his labors one day. Consistently refreshment is associated with taking time off one day in seven for the rest God planned his people should take. So we have an alternating pattern of intense activity involving labor, and a regular time devoted to taking a breather.


Today we live in the era of twenty four X seven everything. Nothing closes down or even slows down. Widespread belief in the theory of material evolution erases even the memory of why we have seven days in each week. Factories have to maintain efficiency, and the constant, unchanging pace is not God’s will for us. There is no refreshment for mankind. No matter what your opinion about the Sabbath, or the Lord’s Day, may be, it is clear that our modern society is out of step with God’s plan of regular refreshment for our lives. God didn’t give us this in order to bring us into some form of formal legalism like the Pharisees. The Sabbath was clearly made for man – Mark 2:27. 


When was the last time you were refreshed? Is your life showing signs of stress and fracture that is so commonplace today? Don’t wait until you can afford a fancy vacation, or pin your hope of a remedy on a diet or drug or exercise regimen. God may be simply telling you to take some time each week to spend with him in being refreshed with and by him. He knows how much we all need to work and then take a regular breather. It takes time to do this. You can’t do it while you’re busy pressing along in the press of humanity toward the same goals the world is frantically pursuing at a maddening pace. And no substitute will accomplish what this simple, spiritual remedy will do for you. Put God’s Word to the test and prove for yourself how good his way is. Seek the refreshing that was so effective in a highly stressful situation to these godly people of long ago. May God give you the refreshing and renewal you need in his fellowship. Take a regular breather with God.     


Your loving pastor in our powerful Lord Jesus,

Ed Sager



"Can faith really produce better health? Can corporate worship reduce hospital visits? Can prayer replace pills? Modern medical research reveals in 80 to 90 percent of studies what Christians have known for centuries: Weekly church attendance, daily Bible reading, and a constant attitude of prayer is the prescription for healthy living—mind, body, and soul."
From the back cover, “None Of These Diseases”
by S. I. McMillen, M.D. & David E. Stern, M.D.

Cousin Bill Llewellyn Interview - Final installment

 Cousin Bill Llewellyn Interview - final installment

This is the final installment of the interview in 2004 Rutgers University did of cousin Bill Llewellyn. 


Charles, Emily, Bill, Mabel (Charles’ sister) and Esther Llewellyn in Barnesville, Ohio in 1930.


 

Bill Llewellyn with Judy Vail Reese 2012


SH: This is side two of tape two. 

WL: Okay, so, John, when we got on the LCI, would kneel down by my bunk and say his  prayers and that was kind of a little embarrassing, as I lay there smoking a cigarette. So, I moved  in with Gebhart and this other young officer, we had four on the boat sometimes, he moved in  with John, and they used to argue Catholic things. [laughter] There was … another officer I  knew, … whose name I don’t remember any longer, but he was madly in love and he and his  girlfriend got married just before they shipped out. He was on one of the other LCIs and I knew  him pretty well and he said [that] they didn’t have sex, that they weren’t going to have [sex].  They wanted to be married so [that] they got the pay while he was overseas, but they weren’t  going to have sex until they were married in the Church. So, as I say, it was kind of a nice  world, but it was different. [laughter] … 

SH: Were your parents able to travel out to Madison for the wedding? 

WL: Yes, yes, they came out and they were there. Of course, I … didn’t know much [of] what  was going on hardly. … [laughter] Then, an old roommate of mine and a fraternity brother,  Barclay Malsbury, [who] died a few years ago, he was fairly active in the Rutgers alumni stuff,  but he was in the Air Corps and I somehow got a hold of him and he and his wife flew up. …  He’d been overseas, but they were in Louisiana, I think, in an airbase. They flew up and he was  my best man. So, he helped me through. Other than that, it was [just family]. 

SH: Was there housing for you and Stella in Detroit? 

WL: No, no, we had to find someplace. 

SH: Was that tough? 

WL: Yes. … Finally, we were in a hotel for a few days, but hotels only cost about three-and-a half bucks a night, though, you know, in those days. We used to stay in the Pennsylvania Hotel  in New York City and that was, … as I recall, three-and-a-half bucks, [laughter] a nice world,  and so, we found a little place. … I was saying, "Well, maybe you’ve got to go home." She  says, "Nope, we’re going to live together." So, she found a place and it was … a little apartment 

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in the back of the house, right opposite that island in the Detroit River, [Belle Isle?] but, anyway, I got off … the trolley at Crane, Hibbard and Holcomb, I remember that, to go home, but it was  an old couple [that] owned the house and they had this thing in the back. … Of course, they  enjoyed having a young married couple there, but his name was Frame. [laughter] So, he felt  like … 

SH: Family.  

WL: And he was a Fuller Brush man. 

SH: Did any part of your Rutgers education help you when you were in the military? Did it  come into play more in your civilian life? 

WL: An education is an education, you know. [laughter] I was one of the few engineering  officers, I think, that really was an engineer, … so, that helped. … 

SH: Did you ever entertain any thoughts of staying in the military? 

WL: No. … 

SH: You mentioned that you got your orders to return to the States the day Roosevelt died.  What was the reaction of the men around you? What did you think of Truman’s ability to  govern? 

WL: Oh, Truman horrified us. [laughter] As my father said, "The haberdasher from St. Louis."  [laughter] … He embarrassed you when he was in public and [said] some of the things he said.  It was only later that you realized he was a pretty solid guy. … No, we knew that Roosevelt was [sick]. We didn’t know how bad, but we knew he was pretty bad and, obviously, he shouldn’t  have been there for several years, because he … practically gave the store away while he was  dying, but, no, Truman was an embarrassment and only later did we realize he was kind of one  of the best ones, maybe, yes. 

SH: Do you recall any of the celebrations that followed the end of the war in Europe and the Japanese surrender? Did you take part in any celebrations?  

WL: … Yes. When did it [end]? 

SH: The war in Europe ended in May of 1945. 

WL: That was when it ended in Europe? So, I was at sea or something, then, I think. SH: That is right. You did not go there until … 

WL: July. 

SH: You would have been coming back then.

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WL: Yes. I have … very little recollection of the ending of the war in Europe, except that it  happened. I was in Detroit when V-J Day [happened] and that, of course, was a happy time. … 

SH: You were in Detroit when the war ended. 

WL: Yes. 

SH: Were you released immediately? What did they do with you? 

WL: … I actually got out in November, some time, and then, the termination date was  December, … because of accumulated something or other, [leave time?], but I think I attached a  copy of the thing, [his discharge papers]. It doesn’t say where; I think I got out at Great Lakes or  something like that, but I don’t really know what the location was. I don’t think it was in Detroit  itself, but I’m not sure. It might have been. … I remember being interviewed by the guy and I  just don’t remember where. … Then, we went back to Madison, … and then, I contacted, wrote  a letter to, Westvaco in Charleston and, you know, … of all things, that letter got lost, because …  I contacted them later and they had never received it. … As I waited, I wasn’t sure I wanted to  bring a Wisconsin bride to Charleston, South Carolina, because [there was] no air-conditioning,  [there were] cockroaches this long running around, and so, when I didn’t hear right away from  Westvaco, I started looking at some of the paper mills in Wisconsin, Kimberly-Clark. … They  said, "Sure, we’ll give you a job," and I said, "Where?" and they said, "Well, you’ll be out here  … on a drawing board," and there’s about thirty drawing boards out there and I said, "No thanks, I don’t think I want to do that." So, I went to [the] Marathon Corporation. They had a  converting [plant] and some mills in [the] Neenah/Menasha area and they said, "Well, we think  (Grover Keith?), up in Wausau, Wisconsin," … their original mill was in Wausau, "is looking for  somebody, if you want to go up there." So, I went up there and talked to Grover Keith and he  said, "Yes," and so, I got a job there and, actually, … this was an old mill. … So, my first winter  was in Wausau, Wisconsin, after two years in the South Pacific, and I don’t know … if you’ve ever seen [this, but] there’s an ad, Employer’s Mutual or something like that, that shows the  Wausau train station, on TV. Well, I had a room and I walked past that thing every morning to  the bus station. I didn’t have a car and it was ten, fifteen below every morning, [laughter] and  then, I’d take this bus out to the mill, and then, Stella came up and we got a crazy little  apartment. … The people [do not] realize today … what nice places they can rent. There was  nothing, you know. This was a one-room deal on the third floor or something, … but, then, they  had bought a mill over in Menominee, Michigan, on Green Bay, at the mouth of the Menominee  River, and so, they transferred me over there in May, and then, I was there from May … ‘46 to  ’51. … Then, in ’51, … we bought a mill out in Oswego, New York, and I went out there as  plant engineer. I was out there for eight years, … but that first winter in Wausau, oh, it was cold. [laughter] 

SH: You mainly stayed with the paper mills. 

WL: I stayed in the paper industry, yes, … actually, the whole time. 

SH: Were you mostly situated in the New York/Great Lakes area?

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WL: No. I was in Oswego as plant engineer until ‘59, and then, I went back to Neenah,  Wisconsin, where we had the central engineering [department] and worked on projects in  Naheola, Alabama. … We had a paper mill expansion and new board machine down there, and  then, another expansion there, and so, I spent a lot of time in Alabama, but I didn’t want to move  my family down there. I had kids in high school. So, I would go down on a Monday and stay  two weekends and come back on a Friday, and then, stay a week, and then, do another three weeks [there] and I worked it that way and the family lived in Appleton, Wisconsin, where there  were good schools. … So, that was during the Martin Luther King times and everything.  [Editor’s Note: Mr. Llewellyn is referring to the Civil Right Movement.] … I took the position, I  told Southerners I knew that I didn’t agree with what they did, but I stayed out of it, other than  that. It was their state, not mine. … When I came South in ’41, of course, it was totally  segregated and the work crews out at the mill would always have a white foreman, even if  everybody else was black. Blacks just didn’t have a chance on anything. … Again, I stayed out  of it. When they asked me, I told them I disagreed with it, but I left it at that.  

SH: From Appleton, Wisconsin, where did your family move? 

WL: Oh, then, … that was ’59, we went … back to Appleton. … In ’57, American Can had  bought Marathon Corporation. Marathon Corporation … made the first frozen food packaging  for, what was the original frozen food people?  

SH: Birdseye? 

WL: Birdseye, yes, and they worked with Birdseye on their early packaging and they were bread  wrapper and food packaging [products], you know, solid bleach food board products, and then,  in around [the] early ‘50s, they bought Northern Paper Mills, and so, they got into Northern  Tissue and Towel and most of the machines I put in were for toilet tissue or were tissue  machines. So, I’ve made enough toilet paper to supply the world for a long time. … In ‘66, when American Can decided to reorganize and … centralized their engineering, … they had the  can operations, of course, they had Dixie, they’d bought Dixie about the time they bought us, and  then, they had our tissue and towel and food packaging, and they put all the engineering together  in Fairlawn, New Jersey. … The guy who was chief engineer in Neenah just didn’t like the  [idea], decided he didn’t want to go to Fairlawn, New Jersey, and get mixed up in this thing. So,  he left and went with Champion Corporation and they made me chief engineer for the pulp and  paper operations. So, I moved the remnants of what used to be an engineering department to  Fairlawn and rebuilt it there, because a lot of the guys quit. … They’d always lived in Wisconsin  and they weren’t about to move to North Jersey, and so, I was working in Fairlawn [in] ’66. … During that period, we built a new mill in Halsey, Oregon, which was for tissue and towel, and  that was the first mill in the country that didn’t smell. … We decided we wanted to do it if we  could, and then, the community, you know, Eugene, Oregon, it was just … thirty miles out of  Eugene, they were all far-out liberals and everything there, and environmentalists. So, we  actually collected all the stray smells and incinerated them in the lime kiln … So, the mill didn’t  smell. It was a clean mill that way and that started up in ‘69, and then, the head of pulp and  paper operations, a VP, a guy named John Bard, I never did like the bastard and he didn’t like me  either. So, I had to get out of paper mill engineering in American Can and I was made director 

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of environmental engineering in the environmental group for the whole corporation. … We  fooled around with such things as the "litter gulper," which was [to] pick up cans and litter along the highway, and some of the other problems. … I was working, then, in Greenwich, where  they’d moved out of 100 Park Avenue, like everybody else in New York was doing at that time, to a big office in Greenwich, Connecticut. So, I commuted. … When we moved back, we were  living in Upper Saddle River, and so, [I had] to go down to Fairlawn, and then, I commuted  across the Tappan Zee, about forty miles each way, for three or four years, when I was working  in Greenwich. … Then, Champion, my old boss, who had … left Neenah, went to Champion,  they had an opening for directing an expansion and they had a mill in Mogi Guacu, Brazil. …  You know, with Stella, she’d been born in Argentina, and so, I said, "Okay." I took a three-year  contract then to go down to Brazil. We lived in Campinas and worked in Mogi Guacu. … It was  my fault. I didn’t handle it, the language and everything else, and so, they were in the process of  replacing me when, and I know that, I have the guilt, that that was a factor, but, anyway, Stella  contracted polio down there and that was in December ’75, yes. … We’d been down there a  little over a year, a year-and-a-half, and she [was] paralyzed right up to her neck. She couldn’t  turn her head. All she had was her face and her mind. Otherwise, she was totally paralyzed and  it shouldn’t have happened. She shouldn’t have … caught it at that age and, if she caught it, it  should have killed her, and it didn’t quite do either, you know. … So, I had to bring her back to  New York and she was on Roosevelt Island, in Goldwater Hospital, … as a quadriplegic, from  about March of ‘76 until she died, in November of ’79. … So, I got jobs doing what I could  around there and I worked for Parsons and Whittemore, in the Pan Am Building, … as assistant  chief engineer for about a year-and-a-half, I guess, and then, they really moved all their  operations to Alabama and I had to stay. … I was living on 220 East 54th Street, and then, when  I finished work, … they put in the cable car over to Roosevelt Island, I’d go up … to ride the  cable car over and visit with Stella for two or three hours every [day], you know. God, I couldn’t  abandon her. If she were a vegetable, I could have walked away from it, but she was the same  gal I married, except she couldn’t move, you know, and that’s a rough deal. … Then, I had a job  with Rust Engineering. They opened up an international engineering office up in Greenwich and I tried commuting by train for about a week [laughter] and it was awful. 

SH: It was what you said you did not want to do, correct? 

WL: Yes, only other way, and then, you’re up there with no transportation. … I said, "I’m  either going to quit this job or," I bought a car, bought a little … ‘76 Celica, I guess, and that was  fun, you know. You’d leave about seven-thirty in the morning, driving out of the city, no traffic, and [come] back at night, not bad, … but you couldn’t park in front of the building where I was  until seven o’clock. So, I’d just work a little late and I’d drive in and I’d get there about seven  o’clock and park in front of the building and that worked out fine. … You couldn’t park there  Saturday … or Sunday, and so, … some time Friday night, … I had to get the car someplace  else. … I parked up by the heliport and all over the place, and then, I found out that the clubs  that close about four o’clock in the morning [had parking]. … I’d set the alarm and get up at four o’clock in the morning and take the car from in front of 220 East 54th Street over to about, oh, 52nd and Third; between First and Second Avenue, they had alternate side parking. … These guys would be leaving and I’d park my Celica there for the weekend and that worked fine, as long as I was there, and I did that for a couple of years. [laughter] You tell people you get up  at four o’clock in the morning to park your car, they’ll think your nuts. 

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SH: Stella and you had two sons. 

WL: Yes, we had two sons. 

SH: Can you tell me about them? Did they go to college? I was going to ask about the Vietnam  War, since your sons’ generation was involved. 

WL: … They were thirteen months apart, born in ‘46 and ‘47, and so, they weren’t in the war.  Peter, the older [one], graduated from the University of Wisconsin, … and the year, now, I’ve forgotten, and then, he went into the Peace Corps. That’s the way he avoided Vietnam. … I  think Peter was a little slow in getting out of college, so, John graduated about the same time, but  his girlfriend, who wanted to marry him as soon as possible, her father was Annapolis, Class of  ’42, I think, so, … he went into the nuclear sub program. … He graduated from Duke and went  … directly into that, and then, after his indoctrination as a naval officer, they got married that June, I think. … He graduated in the middle of the year. He started out as a physics major and  changed to mechanical engineering, after he found physics majors had to learn languages and  things, which he wasn’t any much better at than I was. … That was always my disappointment; I  never learned Portuguese well enough to think in it. … They say when you really know a  foreign language, you can think in it, and I know a little, but, as I say, my (secretary bilingual?) … got much better at her English, but I didn’t learn much Portuguese. [laughter] … So, that’s  the way they avoided Vietnam. … Peter, right now, he’s still living in Honduras and he’s kind  of messed up his life. He tried to start a fish farm and I don’t think that’s working very well. … Why would you want a fish farm in the poorest country in the Western Hemisphere, you know? which is Honduras. His daughter, my granddaughter, stopped by this summer. She’s up living  with an aunt in Union City, New Jersey, and his son is fifteen. He came up a month or so ago.  He’s with Uncle … (Noël?) in, what’s the German name, oh, right near Union City? anyway, but  the whole family is up here. Peter’s still in Honduras, you know. All the Hondurans want to be  up here and he’s down there. … So, I don’t know how he’s going to come out. 

SH: Did your other son retire from the Navy? Did he stay in? 

WL: No, he didn’t stay in. His wife pulled him out after eight years, because, as she said, …  they have two daughters, … her mother and her grandmother raised her and she didn’t want to  raise their daughters with her mother while John was off at sea. So, he got a job with Union  Camp, here in Savannah, when he got out of the Navy, back in, a long time ago. … About five  or six years ago, I guess, Union Camp was sold to International Paper, I think. … He’s decided, along the way, that I wasn’t very nice to him, or to his wife, or I favored his brother or  something, so, he doesn’t talk to me. … So, that’s kind of sad, it’s silly, but, if that’s the way he  wants it; I talk to his wife once in a while. She has a business in Savannah here, Llewellyn and  Associates. She’s an enrolled agent for taxes and she’s a good accountant. She is a pain in the  ass in some other ways … and she convinced John that he’d been abused. … I don’t care.  [laughter] So, I think she over convinced him and, all of a sudden, he decides that his mother and  father favored his brother and he wasn’t treated fairly, and he kind of sulked, anyway, though. I  realized, in looking back at pictures, he was always sulking about something. … I’ve lost him. 

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So, that’s all right. As I say, I keep track of his daughters and by talking to his wife once in a  while and that’s the way it goes. [laughter] 

SH: You remarried. 

WL: … Stella died in November of ’79. … There was a guy, Bob (Gravis?), also living in 220  East 54th Street, who died of prostate cancer in April of ’79. … When you live alone in a …  "doorman" apartment house in New York, why, you have a favorite doorman you tell your troubles to, and Jack (Hogan?), when he was sober, was a great doorman, [laughter] good  Irishman, and, one day, he brought Connie Gravis, a few months after Stella died, over to me and  he said, "You two ought to know each other," [laughter] and we did. She’s been a wonderful  wife and we’ve had a lot of fun and she’s totally different from Stella and that’s the way I  wanted it. [laughter] … 

SH: How long have you lived on Hilton Head? 

WL: Too long. We didn’t expect it to be this long, but I did several things towards the end  there, after Stella died. … The last job, I was working … at Simons-Eastern, which was a US  affiliate of HA Simons, which I worked for for eight or ten months, out in Vancouver, British  Columbia. … Connie and I lived out there for a while, and then, we moved and I was working in  Atlanta and we were living together there, and then, we invited the nice couple we knew below  us if they’d like to come to our wedding and [they said], "Ah, you’re not married?" [laughter]  We said, "No. Second time around, it [living together] doesn’t seem that important," you know.  [laughter] So, then, when that job … ended; it was an expansion job at a paper mill in Augusta,  Georgia, … that I was involved with in the consulting engineers office, HA Simons, and that  ended in December. So, I was terminated in December of ‘82. So, we came down here in ‘83  and, you know, after a while, … I was sixty-three or four and, if you had a regular job and you  were into [your mid-sixties], you’d stretch it out as long as you could. I don’t think they should  let you, but you could, but, … after you sell yourself in another job, you say, "Oh, the hell [with  this], I don’t feel like selling myself anymore," and I had enough that I thought I [should retire].  I haven’t handled … some of it too well. I lost a little money a couple of times, but there’s still  enough. So, we’ve stayed here since ‘83. 

SH: Do you have a passion now, anything that you are active in?  

WL: It’s been golf, basically, and my springer spaniel. I’ve got a passion for a springer. … In  the last few months, she’s eleven years old and she got all crippled up with arthritis and we can’t  take our walks every night. I take her out for a walk and she sits on the pad and I get out there  and I say, "Come on, Molly," and she sits there and just looks at me, doesn’t move. So, I say, "Okay," and I go back and we do something else, but its [primarily] golf, and I’ve enjoyed doing  things around the house, in the yard. … 

SH: How do you think World War II shaped the man you are today? 

WL: I don’t know. …

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[TAPE PAUSED] 

I mean, I was in Charleston, I was working at Westvaco, I was beginning to go with a Betty  Techlenberg, a very nice young lady that worked for the personnel manager at the mill, … the  personnel manager later became the manager, and I probably would have married and stayed in  the Charleston area. … I didn’t tell you how I met Stella, did I? Oh, yes, (Freeman Hyman?) and so on, yes, and that was the first time I’d really fallen madly in love. So, I sent Betty the  letter that said, … "Something happened and I won’t be seeing you like I thought I might," and  so, that got me to Wisconsin. It certainly changed where I lived. I had been in the paper  industry enough before the war that I liked it and it was a nice industry. It’s not quite as nice [now]. Nothing’s quite as nice anymore. Of course, they say people in their eighties don’t like  anything and I’m no exception. I think the world’s going to hell. … I went in as an engineering  officer and it was a wonderful adventure, but, other than that, I don’t think it changed me too  much. … There weren’t any … life changing revelations or anything that came about. … Then, I wasn’t involved in the type of action … where I’d maybe live, maybe die. … 

SH: Did you use any of your GI Bill benefits? 

WL: Oh, just once, in living in Oswego, and I think I mentioned that, I think it’s ’53, I bought a  National home, which was a prefab house, one of the first ones. … I got a GI loan for thirteen  thousand dollars to help buy the thing, but that’s the only [time]. I wasn’t any place where I  could use education benefits or anything. All these guys that lived in the city [could] and I was  always; you know, paper mill towns are great. I loved them, a nice place to [live]. … 

[TAPE PAUSED] 

Where was I? 

SH: You were talking about the mill towns. 

WL: … I mean, they were great places to raise families and I ate lunch at home, really, until the  kids were … out of high school. … There was no place else to eat. I just came home. It was the  easiest thing to do. So, it was a nice life, but there weren’t any schools or things. When I got to  

New Jersey, I’d hire some of these guys to work in the engineering department and they’d have  about five degrees, but, you know, it was [due to] boredom and that was their recreation, you  know. It didn’t mean they were any better at what they did. [laughter] … That’s about it. 

SH: Unless there is anything else that you want to add to the tape, I thank you again for coming. WL: I guess we covered most of it. 

SH: I look forward to seeing your letters and documents. 

WL: Yes. … You might as well have these things someday, so, I’ll kind of aim in that direction.  You want some pictures [to go] along with them?

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SH: Of course. Thank you again. 

WL: [laughter] Okay. … 

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Reviewed by Brett Gorman 2/12/06 

Reviewed by Shaun Illingworth 3/2/06 

Reviewed by William Llewellyn 11/20/12

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Cousin Bill Llewellyn interview part 4

 Cousin Bill Llewellyn interview part 4

SH: This continues an interview with Mr. William Llewellyn in Hilton Head, South Carolina. This is tape two, side one. Please, continue. 

WL: Okay. So, we called Verlin Creed and he came over and we visited for a couple of hours,  but he did exactly what he said [he would]. He went back there and, of course, he’d been  working with diesel engines on the LCI, and so, he got a job with; what’s the big, yellow building equipment [manufacturer]? … 

SH: Caterpillar? 

WL: Caterpillar, yes. He got a job with Caterpillar, … and they’re all diesels, and [he was]  working on them. He was … the shop manager for Caterpillar Company in Denver. So, he was  doing real well. It was fun to talk to him. 

SH: For the most part, the crew got along. 

WL: … Oh, yes. 

SH: You were together for days and days. What did you do to pass the time? 

WL: Yes. I played an awful lot of solitaire. [laughter] Oh, I don’t know, you always [find  something]. If you’re at sea, you’re busy, but we were not at sea a lot of times. … Mostly, we  were on the beach, when we were just waiting around, and so, that let you get ashore, but you’re  chipping paint and that’s the way to keep the crews busy, always repainting something. 

SH: That was how you kept the men busy.  

WL: Yes, yes. 

SH: How well supplied were you? Were you ever worried that you were going to run out of  something that you needed?

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WL: No, only I made one mistake one time. … When we were still in the Guadalcanal Solomons area, we were called over [to an area]. … That was when rockets first came in, these  banks of rockets they’d shoot, and they had mounted some rocket launchers on some LCTs,  [landing craft, tank], which are these big things you called "floating bedpans," [laughter] and  they wanted an LCI, … because we have the con and the height to observe and control the  things, and have a little demonstration on shooting the rockets on a deserted island off  Guadalcanal. So, for some reason, they picked us, I think, maybe, because Gebhart was older, an  older skipper. … So, we went in and beached and we picked up Lieutenant General Harmon and  Admiral [William F. "Bull"] Halsey, that’s right, he was there, and somebody else, and then, all  these captains and colonels were running around, putting chairs under Halsey and the Lieutenant  General and everything. … We got on the beach, but, the day before, one of the other LCIs had run out [of gas]. We needed gasoline just for the bow winch and the stern winch, which were  gasoline-motor-driven. Everything else was diesel. … We’d been tied up next to another LCI  and they were out or something, … so, I guess I gave them our drum of gasoline. … We got all  these guys aboard and we’re just starting to pull off and the stern anchor, which we needed to  pull off, winch ran out of gasoline. … So, we rushed around and … drained a bucket of it out of  the bow anchor winch and got it back there and got them off, but I never gave [away] my  gasoline again. [laughter] … Where was I? 

SH: You had gone through the Panama Canal, when all the guys got their tattoos.  WL: Okay. 

SH: Before we move on, when you were at Norfolk, when did you know that you were going to  the Pacific? Had you always known that, as an LCI, you would probably end up there? 

WL: I don’t remember. … Well, I guess we knew because of the green camouflage we were  getting painted [on]. I guess we knew, somewhere along there, that we were going to the Pacific and not [Europe]. 

SH: When you left the States, the D-Day invasion still had not taken place. [Editor’s Note: Mrs.  Holyoak is referring to the invasion of Normandy on June 6, 1944.]  

WL: No, no. 

SH: Did you ever think that you might be ordered to Europe, rather than the Pacific? 

WL: … No, I think, for some reason, we knew we were going to the Pacific, for … most of the  time there, [at Norfolk], and I really don’t know why anymore, but we did. 

SH: Did you ever go to any meetings or briefings that dealt with the bigger picture? WL: No, we just had to run the LCI-444. [laughter] 

SH: They simply said, "Here are your orders. This is where you are going."

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WL: Yes, yes. … 

SH: Did the orders come in for the LCI-444 as a whole or were they issued to each one of you, such as you as the engineering officer? 

WL: Just the ship was ordered, yes. … I was interested [in the fact that], sometimes, [during]  the few landings we were involved in, … these Army units would come aboard. … They had  these fantastic operations manuals that had been made up for … the job they had to do, you  know, … but we didn’t have anything like that. … When their jobs started, ours was over.  [laughter] … 

SH: You spoke about your shakedown cruise and joining your convoy. Did you participate in  any practice troop landings, either at Guantanamo or Florida? 

WL: Oh, yes. … Mostly, it wasn’t with troops, but we did a lot of practice beachings and we  did them during the summer of ‘43, yes. We did some of them out at Virginia Beach and we  kind of would fight for the binoculars, so [that] we could look at girls, sometimes, out there.  [laughter] … No, there wasn’t any [troop landings]. 

SH: You wrote on your sheet that you were in Tulagi, Florida Island, in the Solomons, in December, New Year’s Eve of 1943.  

WL: Florida Island in the Solomons. Yes, that’s when we arrived at the amphibious base there. SH: You joined the LCI Flot [Flotilla] … 

WL: 22, I think it was. … They sent a guy out, it was kind of a political thing, I think, to be the  commander of LCI Flot 22. … That would have been in early ’44, when we were … operating  off of New Guinea, and this plump, little guy came along, William, I called him "Wee Willie" (Exton?), William Exton, and he was a consultant, from New York City, in something or other.  … Evidently, he had some political connections, and so, he went in the Navy as a commander  and they gave him this job as commander of LCI Flot 22. … About fifteen years ago, ten or  fifteen years ago, I stumbled [up]on the obituary of William Exton in The New York Times, who  had just died at eighty-something-or-other, and it said that he was always very proud of [the]  service he’d done in the Pacific as commander of a landing [craft], [laughter] I forget quite how  they said it. … Four or five of us were cruising along the coast of New Guinea while William  Exton was commander, hadn’t been there very long, and he’d never been to sea before. You  know what the score was and we were ahead of him, … going west, and the sun was setting. So, the steam, which is basically steam coming out of our diesel engine exhaust, looks black when  you see it in that [light]. So, I happened to be on deck watch and I’m rather sensitive about how  my engines are evaluated and the blinker opened up back there and said, "Why are your engines  smoking, Com, LCI Flot 22?" and I went down and looked and looked and it teed me off and I  thought of a lot of things to say. … I had the signalman send back, "Your engines are smoking  more than ours are," and the blinker came back, … "Com, LCI Flot 22, has no engines," [laughter] and so, that was the end of the communication, and then, that night, a few hours later, we pulled into some harbor or other and the blinker opened up, "Captain of LCI-444, come 

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aboard," you know. … So, Gebhart went over and he came back and said, "God damn it,  Llewellyn, don’t you ever send a message to the officer on Com, LCI Flot 22, [again]." [laughter] He’d had his rear end reamed for my snotty message. [laughter] … 

SH: Apparently, this sense of humor kept you going.  

WL: Yes, oh, dear. [laughter] 

SH: It took you nearly two months to get to the Solomons. 

WL: That was a great trip. That was the trip of a lifetime. … 

[TAPE PAUSED] 

SH: We were talking about your experiences in the Galapagos. 

WL: Yes, and riding with my fellow ensign, … John Wallerstedt. Well, then, I met a Rutgers  guy there. 

SH: Okay, of all the places to meet someone from Rutgers 

WL: Yes, I know, [laughter] and I only met one other Rutgers guy, unexpectedly, and that was, … probably, six months later or so, at some port along the coast of New Guinea. … We were  staying a few days, so, we were pulled up on the shore, as we normally were. So, there seemed 

to be some construction going on. So, I took a walk, one afternoon, and there was a bulldozer  and … I thought I recognized this guy and he was, and I can’t think of his name at the moment [Stan Peters, civil engineer]. [laughter] I could yesterday, but not right now, but he was a civil  

engineering student that I knew at Rutgers and he’d gone into the SeaBees, and so, we had a visit  there, for a few hours. … That’s the only two Rutgers people I remember, but, anyway, Wally drove the first time and he was right; he’d never driven before. … 

SH: The gentleman who was driving for the first time was your skipper, correct? 

WL: No, no. … John Wallerstedt, that’s the picture; yes, that’s it, John Wallerstedt. … Now, when you talk to him; he was kind of a little odd anyway, but I liked him. … Now, when you talk to him, he says, "Uh-huh, uh-huh," and Connie listened to that for a couple of hours and, every time I mention his name, she says, "Uh-huh, uh-huh," drove her nuts. [laughter] 

SH: That is amazing, for someone who had never driven before to learn how in the Galapagos  Islands, of all places. The fact that Ens. John Wallerstedt had never driven a car before we  arrived in the Galapagos Islands has always fascinated me. … But it’s true! I had been driving  cars since I was thirteen (whenever my father would let me). Had my first driver’s license when  I was sixteen. My first car when I was seventeen. … I thought all my age group probably did  the same; at least until John ("Wally") and I went ashore together on November 8, 1943 in the  Galapagos Islands! My diary entry for 11/8/1943 reads: "I spent the morning organizing work  on the bad engine (piston and liner shot) and in the afternoon I went ashore with Wally to see the 

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sights. There were lots of pelicans, and a seal feeding on some tiny fish by the pier. At the naval  base we got a jeep and went over to an Army Air Feld (with a PX) to buy some clothing items. I  borrowed the jeep and we drove--just two or three miles, I think--to the air field over a flat,  deserted gravel road. When we came out of the Army PX, Wally asked if I minded if he drove  and, of course, I said I didn’t. Well. … I no longer remember any specifics but the ride was  pretty awful, and when I commented … he told me it was the first time he had ever driven a car  of any kind! He told me, in conversations over the years, that he grew up in Kansas City, his  father didn’t have a car, he came directly into the Navy from college. … He just never needed to  drive! I took over the driving again, about half way back to the base. … And we arrived safely! I think I was twenty-four when all of the happened, and Wally was about two years younger--21  or 22, I think. 

WL: … I put this [sheet] together for you. 10/19, we left Norfolk. 10/25, we arrived at  Guantanamo. 10/26, we left Guantanamo in a convoy of LCIs and LSTs. 10/29, we arrived at  Coco Solo Naval Base. That’s in Colón, on the Caribbean end of the Canal. 10/31, I finally got  ashore and spent an evening in Colón and saw all the girls and things, … which I didn’t  patronize, [laughter] … though some of my compatriots did, and then, on 11/1, … that was the  following day, I went into Colón again, … a couple of us, and we decided to take the train  across. So, we took the train across the Isthmus [of Panama] to Balboa and looked around in  Panama City and looked around there for a little while, and then, took the train back again. … Then, on 11/2, we were traveling with four other LCIs and the five LCIs went through the Canal.  … They’re so small and the locks are so big that they’d put all five of us in one lock, and then,  they’d open it up, and then, we’d all proceed to the next one, … and so on, and then, we  anchored in the Gatún Lake for a while, before they could let us down on the Pacific side, but it  took us all day, that way, to get through the Canal. … You know, when you get to the Canal  Zone on the Caribbean side, the tide is about two or three feet, you know, it’s like this, and then,  you go through the Canal and you get to the Pacific side and the tide is about thirty feet. …  You’re on these docks and you’ve got to have men on the lines all the time, because, if the tide’s  going out and you don’t loosen the lines up, why, pretty soon, the thing’s [the ship is] hanging on  the dock, you know. So, it was a totally different ballgame on one side than the other. Then, we  shoved off on 11/4 for the Galapagos, and then, you have the rest of it there. So, that’s the trip to  the Pacific. 

SH: Can you tell me about your first invasion, preparing for the operation and so forth? 

WL: Well, again, we had a Commander [McD] Smith for a while, in the Solomons, and he took  us out at night and had us holding station and [he] trained us. … He was an old Annapolis man  that had screwed up, so, … that’s why he was dealing with amphibs, rather than something that  

he wanted to be in, but he knew his business. … So, he did a good job, took us on a lot of  interesting training cruises. … Then, the first invasion we were on was the Green Island thing,  that I showed you the pictures of, … which I think was February 15, 1943, and we loaded up  troops, went across to Guadalcanal and loaded our troops, and I think we had them onboard  about two days, maybe three. … 

SH: Were these Marines?

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WL: Let me look at that picture. Were they even ours, or were they Aussie Troops? 

SH: At one point, you were operating out of Hollandia, but, then, you went to Australia to train  with the Aussies. 

WL: Yes. These are Aussie troops. I can tell from the helmets. They had the old World War I  helmet. So, it was Aussie troops that we … 

SH: That you took to Green Island. 

WL: To the Green Island [landing], yes, and, as far as I know, nobody shot at us in anger while  we were there. … 

SH: While crossing the Pacific from the Panama Canal, were you ever worried about  submarines? Were you in a large convoy? Did you lose any ships? 

WL: … No, no, we went by ourselves and the theory was, "Nobody’s going to mess with us  because we’re so small and, if they happen to see us, probably, the torpedo will go under us and  won’t hit us anyway." So, we were just, you know, … expendable. [laughter] If we made it, great; if we didn’t, why, it wasn’t any big deal. [laughter] … 

SH: How often were you able to get mail in the Pacific? 

WL: Mostly, within every month. Yes, I don’t think we went much beyond that before finding  an APA [attack transport] or somebody that had a bunch of mail for us aboard it. It worked out  pretty well, yes. …  

SH: How did you pick up the Aussie troops? 

WL: We went over to Guadalcanal and beached, and then, they came aboard there. SH: Had they been part of that operation? 

WL: I don’t know, … but that’s where they were. [laughter] 

SH: Did you talk with them at all? Did they have any opinions for or against Americans? 

WL: [laughter] Oh, they were "one of us," you know. … I never heard [of] any friction, at that  time. … No, the main thing was when we went to Cairns, Australia, the next year, for a couple  of months on a training thing. … Then, we had the LCI up in the dry-dock for a couple of days, because, when you’re beaching all the time, sooner or later, you mess up your skegs and your  

rudders on the bottom of the ship, and so, when we were in dry-dock, why, the enlisted men were  living in a barracks where there were a lot of British and/or Australian sailors. … They came  back and they said, "These guys are filthy." … You know, the British sailor’s uniform had, I  think, a blue kind of shirt or blouse, and then, it came down and it showed a white skivvy shirt, in this area. Well, they said, "Those skivvy shirts were filthy, but they take white shoe polish 

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and paint the part that showed, but they wouldn’t wash anything," and they came back disgusted.  … So, that was the main difference. … We tended to be cleaner than some of our Allies. 

SH: Where did they house the officers during that training? 

WL: Oh, I guess, I don’t even remember, but it was only [for] a day or two. … Yes, I just don’t  remember. There’s no story connected with it; I can’t remember it. [laughter] 

SH: When you were on Guadalcanal, did you see any of the natives? 

WL: … Yes. Well, the Japanese, … there was one or two islands right at the southeastern end  of the Solomons group that they didn’t get to. … This Commander Smith that was our flotilla  commander at that time had been in the South Pacific in peacetime, earlier, so, he knew a lot of  this stuff. So, he took us [there]. … There’s an old German that ran this last little island down  

there and had been there for years and he wanted to see him. So, we took a training cruise down  there and went ashore and this old German is hiking us through the [island], from one village to  the other, and we’re all these young ensigns, think we’re hot stuff. We could barely keep up  with the old guy, you know. [laughter] He was in good shape, and so, … as I say, he and the  Commander knew each other. … I still have some artwork that they sold there, little statues and  bowls and things with inlaid mother of pearl that we bought, that I have a shelf full of them at  home, and that’s what they had done, but the Japanese never quite got to them. So, their pads  were kept clean, their villages were nice and this German ran a pretty tight island, you know.  [laughter] 

SH: What was he doing on the island? 

WL: I don’t know. … I don’t know whether he sold copra or not, which was the main product  of the South Pacific at one time, but … they were making this stuff for sale that a lot of us  bought. 

SH: He was not a missionary or something else. 

WL: No, he just was a trader, I guess, that kind of took over and ended up sort of running the  thing, and for the better, because we had another assignment, one time, to go over to [Guadalcanal]. They were expanding an airfield or something and they wanted to move some  natives on Guadalcanal. So, they sent us over to pick up these natives and take them about thirty miles down the coast and we took them onboard and I have some pictures of that, but they were  filthy [laughter] and there were nursing mothers. … As I say, we had them on about three or four hours, but we hosed everything down pretty thoroughly after they got off. They weren’t  very clean or desirable and, other than train and do that, that [mission to] move the natives and  the Green Island thing, … that’s about all we did in the Solomons area. … Then, they reassigned  us over to New Guinea. So, we went over to Milne Bay, at the very tip of New Guinea, and then,  worked our way up the coast, got into Hollandia, I think, probably within a month or so after  they’d taken it from the Japanese, which is one of the good harbors on the north shore of New  Guinea, and we went ashore there. We found fiber sacks full of rice, all piled up, and a lot of  Japanese stuff was still there when we first got there. …

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SH: What did you do with stuff like that? 

WL: Left it right where it was, [laughter] and then, the SeaBees came in and started reshaping  the thing and cutting in-roads and building docks and making it a [base], and that was where  [Douglas] MacArthur had his headquarters for a long time, before he went up into the  Philippines. 

SH: Did you ever see MacArthur? 

WL: No, just heard about him, [that he] was drinking orange juice and had his wife there.  [laughter] 

SH: When you went to Hollandia, was the LCI still empty? 

WL: … Mostly, we were traveling around empty, yes. … We only got used four times, I think, in there, [the Pacific], yes, where we really were involved with an operation. Oh, we did some  stuff in-between, like, when we went from, I guess, … Manus to Leyte, why, … they had, I  think, three or four LCIs, and then, there were LCTs, the floating bedpans, who had no  navigation equipment. We kind of herded them up. We were their navigation and their support  and one of them sank about halfway up and one of the LCIs went alongside to take off the crew. … One of the officers, we understood, wanted to be a radio announcer at some time and he was  on the radio. Then, he sounded like an announcer at a football game, describing what was going  on, and then, all of the crew of the LCT, they wouldn’t just step from the LCT onto the LCI.  They insisted on jumping in the water first, because they heard that if you were rescued like that, why, you got to go home. Otherwise, … you didn’t, necessarily. So, they made sure they got  wet before they got rescued. [laughter] 

SH: Were they able to go home? 

WL: I don’t know the end of the story. [laughter] … Then, another time, … when we were in  Subic Bay, why, they sent us out to, what’s the island that the Japanese took in Manila Bay? 

SH: Leyte? 

WL: No, not Leyte, … the last stronghold, that MacArthur was taken off [of]? … SH: Corregidor? 

WL: Corregidor, yes. We went out to Corregidor [laughter] and, again, we were herding some  LCTs that were going out, … they’d just taken the island a week or so before, … to take off  some of the equipment. … We went along … as navigation and to assist them, if they needed it, and, … really, that’s the only time I ever saw any dead bodies. There were still Japanese bodies  kind of floating in the surf on the Corregidor shore when we were there. … 

SH: Did you go ashore at Corregidor?

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WL: I just walked [around] and looked a little bit, not really much. 

SH: Did you see any of the caves? 

WL: No, I didn’t get into anything. So, we did things like that, but, actually carrying troops, there were only the four times that we really [did that]. … 

SH: Would you like to talk about them? 

WL: [laughter] Well, let’s see, we covered Green Island. That was Aussie troops and that was  no resistance at all. It was just finding it. It was kind of a rocky, little, coral island, and not a  beach, so, we found a place to go ashore and let the guys wade in. … Then, the next one, I think, was Noemfoor, which was near Biak, which is kind of in the turkey throat of New Guinea, on the  eastern end there, and that was a D-Day. … That was kind of fun, because there were cruisers  there and they did a bombardment before we went in and you could kind of see the shells going  overhead and, again, we were never actually hit by anything. … I’m not even sure we were ever  fired at. [laughter] We were available, if they wanted to, … but that was a D-Day landing, and  then, the next one was Halmahera. … When did we go to Australia?  

SH: It says here, "10 of ‘44." 

WL: October, okay. So, that would have been August or September, … while we were still  operating in the New Guinea area, and we did the Halmahera landing. That was D +1, I think.  … So, we went in unopposed. The main thing about that landing was that … I didn’t start  smoking until I was nineteen, I guess, during finals in my sophomore year or junior year, and I  was smoking about three packs a day and I was down to about 135 pounds. … I knew I could  never keep smoking if I wanted [to gain weight]. So, I’d been trying to stop and I’d stop for a  few hours, and then, borrow so many from our radioman that I’d have to buy cigarettes to pay  him back. … When we got to Halmahera, I said, "When we pull off the beach, that’s the end of  it. No more cigarettes," and so, fortunately, we got caught by the tide, so, I had an extra six  hours before we could get off. … I did throw them overboard and I’ve never smoked a cigarette  since. [laughter] I’ve smoked everything else, cigars, pipes, but I don’t inhale those things; … I  obviously inhale some. … So, I don’t think I’m doing anything since then to damage my health  too much and I seem to be holding together, but that was when I quit smoking cigarettes, finally,  at Halmahera. … Then, we went to … Australia and did the training, worked down there at  Cairns and came back and rejoined the flotilla, when, in December? in Leyte Gulf, but we  missed all the action there, too. … Then, we went through the islands and started operating out  of Subic Bay and we did one landing from Subic Bay, which was down on southeastern Luzon, at Mayon. It was the Mayon Volcano. It was just at the base. It was a perfect cone and there’s a  Mayon village or something there and that was our last operation. … It was about, I think, maybe a dozen LCIs and three or four LSTs, with their equipment, and a destroyer escort of  three or four destroyers. We understood, afterwards, that there were some fourteen-inch guns  manned by the Japanese watching us, but they were waiting for the big ships to come, so [that]  they never used them, and we were all it was. We were just putting this smaller unit ashore to  clean up the area. …

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SH: Did you ever see any Japanese aircraft? 

WL: No. [laughter] War’s fun when you don’t get shot at. … 

SH: Would you like to repeat that? 

WL: You want me to say it again? I’ve always said that war is the most exciting thing in your  life and, if you don’t get hurt, it’s a lot of fun. … The only thing you really worry about [is], you  know you might get killed, you just don’t want to get crippled, that’s all, you know, and they’re  the guys that pay the price, the ones that … really end up with a crippling injury. … 

SH: Did you ever have to take wounded men off a beach? 

WL: No, no, never … handled any wounded or anything, no. 

SH: Did your ship ever get any R&R [rest and relaxation]? 

WL: No. We got that "surprising" trip to Australia, as Wally said when I was talking to him this  last time. … That was the only civilization we saw after we left … the States, was when we  were in Australia, and we’d just about given up even seeing Australia when, suddenly, they said, "We want two, three boats to go down and train Australian troops," and we were happy to  comply.  

SH: When you were in the Pacific, did you know what was going on in Europe? Did you know  about the D-Day invasion? [Editor’s Note: Mrs. Holyoak is referring to the invasion of  Normandy.] 

WL: Well, our radioman would tune in [the news], and then, type a little bulletin and he did that  almost every day. So, that’s the way we got the world news, yes. 

SH: You did know. 

WL: Yes, yes, … and I think it was code, in those days, you know. It would be voice, obviously, now, but I understand they don’t even man the SOS band any more. They quit that a  few years ago. 

SH: That was amazing. I had heard that as well.  

WL: Yes. 

SH: You mentioned that you returned to Subic Bay and that you were detached from the LCI 444 in April of 1945. 

WL: Yes, when we were relieved for reassignment, yes.

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SH: Where were you going to next? Obviously, the war was still on in both theaters. 

WL: … Yes. Well, we got orders to proceed and report, and proceed orders mean that, … in  this case, … if it were proceed and report in the US, I think you had two weeks to do it, … from  when you got the orders. When it was proceed and report to the US, it meant you had two weeks  to report in after you arrived at a US port. … Stella and I had plans to get married as soon as I  … got back. So, what I wanted to do was not land at a West Coast port, I wanted to land at an  East Coast port, and then, I could visit with my parents for a few days, and then, go get married  … in Madison. So, we got on a tanker in Manila, and the Skipper and I were leaving at the same  time, so, we were traveling together. … 

SH: They replaced only you two on the LCI. Was there anything wrong with the 444? WL: … No. They replaced us. We were replaced on the LCI and relieved. … SH: Your crew stayed. 

WL: Yes, yes. As a matter-of-fact, … the night before we were relieved, … it was a nice night.  … I woke up and I went out on deck and I could hear some noise and I [was] kind of curious and  I walked up. … We were anchored out, I think, in Subic Bay, yes, in Subic Bay; we were not on  

shore. … I walked up and, in the boatswain’s locker, up in the very bow of the ship, I looked  down in and here’s all of the ratings, the boatswain, the coxswain, the chief motor mac, the  signalman, the radioman, all the guys that I knew were down there, drunk as hell. [laughter] I  went back to bed and, the next day, I said, "For God’s sake, don’t do that with these new guys."  … We had a chief pharmacist’s mate, we had a pharmacist’s mate onboard, and that was his job.  He got medicinal alcohol. [laughter] … 

SH: He was your corpsman. 

WL: Yes. So, that’s where the booze came from. … [laughter] What was I telling you before?  … 

SH: You were replaced and relieved, but the crew was going to stay. 

WL: Oh, yes, yes. So, these … new, other officers came aboard the next day and the ship was  turned over to them and we left. … As I say, I told the guys, "Don’t get drunk in the boatswain’s locker for a while, until you know them." [laughter] 

SH: What did you and your skipper think that you would be doing next? 

WL: We had no idea, no idea. … When we got back, he was reassigned to an LCI, or I’m not  sure. He was reassigned to sea duty and for training at Coronado, California, which was where  they were beginning to train for the Japanese invasions that never came [about] because of the A bomb. [Editor’s Note: Mr. Llewellyn is referring to the atomic bomb raids on Hiroshima and  Nagasaki.] … I was a little disappointed, because I had this engineering degree, and so, they 

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assigned me to the Inspector of Naval Material’s office in Detroit. … So, I was [assigned to] no  more sea duty. That was my only sea duty. I was [assigned to] a desk job. 

SH: Why were you able to leave the LCI and return to the States? Was it because you had been  out in the Pacific for a certain amount of time? 

WL: Yes. … I don’t know whether points were involved or not, but I think there was something  like that and we knew we’d been out there about as long as [possible]. … 

SH: Okay, I wondered if there was a time period. 

WL: Yes, they had a rotation system going and we were relieved on that basis. … So, anyway, we got … on a tanker in Manila and that was, supposedly, going to Panama, because we wanted  to go through [the Canal] and get on the East Coast. Well, the tanker left Manila and went  around and stopped at the Palau Islands, which are; I don’t know, but they’re a little east of the  Philippines there, someplace. … Their orders got changed to San Francisco or … whatever, Los  Angeles’ harbor, I forget, and so, we said, "We don’t want to go there." So, we jumped off and  went to the naval airbase, and then, … there was nothing else going, so, we got on a flight down  to Manus, … which was a staging point for the Philippines invasion, down … near New Guinea, and went back there. … The previous time I’d seen Manus, you could almost walk [across] on  the ships, a huge harbor and just loaded with ships. [When we] got there, there were about two  little boats of some sort there. So, we stayed at the officers’ club there for a few days, … trying  to get some transportation, and a tanker came along and it was going back to Aruba and Curaçao, … through the Canal. So, we got on that, but it was still full. So, we had to go to Biak and way  up … the eastern end of [New Guinea] to get rid of the oil, and then, finally, we turned around  and headed for the Canal and we were, what? I used to know that figure, thirty-one days, I think, out of sight of land, just at fifteen knots, from there to the Panama Canal. So, we got to the  Canal and we went through the Canal on this tanker and got off in Colón, and then, went to the Navy … transportation office, looking for transportation for the States. … We got in there and  the guy said, "Yes," he said, "there’s a destroyer or something there. You’ve got to hurry to get  there. … It’s going to someplace on the East Coast and here’s the name," and we said, "Okay," and we got outside and we looked at each other, the three of us. We said, "Do we want to jump  on the boat and go back to the States right now?" and we said, "No, we don’t." So, we wandered  off [laughter] and, two or three days later, when we came back, … we said, "You know, we  missed that boat," and the guy said, "Yes, sure." [laughter] He said, "There’s a destroyer escort  over in Balboa that’s started [across] and it’s coming through the Canal tomorrow. It’s heading  for Philadelphia." He said, "You bastards go over there and you get on that thing." [laughter] So, this time we did. We got on the destroyer escort. It had been kamikaze-ed at, where were  they kamikaze-ing, up near Japan someplace? [Editor’s Note: Mr. Llewellyn is referring to the  Japanese suicide aircraft attacks at the end of the war.] 

SH: Okinawa? 

WL: Okinawa is what I’m trying to think of, yes, and killed all the officers, because it hit the  bridge. So, it was still badly damaged, but, … otherwise, it was okay. So, we … got on this  destroyer escort and went through the Canal again. So, I’ve been through the Canal so many 

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times and … I’ve been across the Isthmus by train three times, because I went over and back [the  first time], and then, this time. So, we got to Philadelphia … early in the morning and it was  foggy and, … as I say, the bridge [was wrecked], … so, they didn’t have much navigation  equipment on this thing, and they couldn’t find the end of the channel. So, a fishing boat comes  along and [we shouted], "Where’s the channel to Philadelphia?" you know. [laughter] So, they  pointed the way and we found the channel, [laughter] and then, … as we went up the river, why, we knew we were back in civilization as we counted condoms floating down, … all over the  place. [laughter] 

SH: Before we get into Philly, when you were on the tanker, was it a US crew? WL: Oh, yes. It was a US [ship]. … 

SH: Military? 

WL: No, no, it was Merchant Marine. … By union contract, they had to serve two meats at  every dinner, so [that] they had a choice, and we’re thinking, "Boy," you know. [laughter] 

SH: Did they share? 

WL: Oh, yes, we enjoyed the food, but the Merchant Marine had it pretty good, except in the  North Atlantic, when they really had a rough deal. … So, we measured it out; … you know, the  tankers had these catwalks that went from one end to the other. So, we knew how many laps was  a mile and we jogged a couple of miles every day and [we would] get our tans going. I got back  to Madison, Wisconsin, and … I had a tan like it was going out of style, never had one that good  since, but, no, it was a nice trip. … 

SH: Were you able to get off immediately once you docked in Philly? 

WL: Yes, yes. 

SH: You then went home to visit your folks. 

WL: Yes. Then, we reported in; … did I do it then? I don’t remember exactly when I got my  new orders, but, at some point, I did, and then, that was a month’s leave, and then, [I had to]  report to Detroit, to the Inspector of Naval Material’s office, which I did around July 5th or 6th, something like that, I think, as I recall the timing. … So, I went up to Plainfield and visited my  parents for a few days. … 


Charles and Emily Llewellyn wedding photo from 1907

SH: Were they able to come out when you and Stella were married? 

WL: Yes, yes. We got married on the 23rd or 28th of June. 

SH: The 28th of June.

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WL: Yes, 28th of June. … I hadn’t even seen a woman for over a year and she was a saint.  [laughter] … If you’re together every day and working up to this point, and, of course, today, there won’t be any secrets after you get married, [laughter] but it was a different world then. I  remember, well, John Wallerstedt was a good Catholic from a good Catholic family, with about  twelve kids, I think he said his family had, in Kansas City. … When I first knew him, we were  … at Solomons, Maryland. … It was a big room … with cots sprinkled all over and John would  kneel down beside his cot every night and say his prayers, and then, when we got on the LCI, for  a while, … he and I were in a cabin together and I had the lower bunk and he had the upper one.  … I’d be laying there, smoking a cigarette, and he’d be kneeling by my bunk, saying his  [prayers]. … 


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SEBRING BREAKFAST KIWANIS CLUB 1983-93

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